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Ok, first off, I want to make sure that I make it clear that what I had done was not wise. I do not want to come across as though I have the answers, because I do not. I may “think” that I have the answers for me, which may very well be the answer for you but it most definitely will NOT be the answer for many. I do not encourage anyone to do what I have done. During this entire ordeal I had not sought professional psychiatric or medical care whatsoever. If you’re feeling really bad (you know what I mean here) then you need to see someone and not be as stubborn, ignorant, or take the risks that I have taken. I do not want to influence a single person in the wrong direction. My words are only for support, encouragement in a sense, but not to be highly influential in the choices that are right for YOU. Think about it passively if you wish, but don’t take it any more seriously than that. PLEASE!!! This drug is a monster and a half. Be kind to yourself, please. Thank you.